Gray Matters Survivor Outreach

January 18, 2012

January’s blessings

Filed under: Uncategorized — Heidi @ 7:29 pm

What is it about January that beckons us to set our gaze beyond our feet, up the road, past the fence, and towards the horizon?  What is it about the ringing in of a new year that makes us regard the future like children with a ball of colorful Play-Doh – warming it, kneading it, stretching and bending it, until it becomes something useful, beautiful, or just plain silly.  What pleasure it gives us to approach something as vague and innocuous, and yet, as full of potential, as a “new year”.

The power we have to continuously shape and define how we live our lives through the choices we make is not a freedom to be taken lightly.  The fact that we can, at our own time and place, exercise the liberty to create changes in our lives, is one of the true glories of being human.

Denise Bissonnette’s True Livelihood Newsletter

I feel we can grab hold and thrust our core desires into the new year!   With persistence and faith, we can follow through.  We can allow ourselves to stumble, but NEVER SAY NEVER!!!

A Blessing for Longing

By John O’Donohue

Blessed be the longing that brought you here
And quickens your soul with wonder.

May you have the courage to listen to the voice of desire
That disturbs you when you have settled for something safe.

May you have the wisdom to enter generously into your own unease
To discover the new direction your longing wants you to take.

May the forms of your belonging – in love, creativity and friendship-
Be equal to the grandeur and the call of your spirit.

May your dreams gradually reveal the destination of your desire.

May a secret Providence guide your thought and nurture your feeling.

May your mind inhabit your life with the sureness
With which your body inhabits the world.

May your heart never be haunted by ghost structures of old damage.

May you come to accept your longing as divine urgency.

May you know the urgency which with the world longs for you and awaits your gift.

- Excerpt from “To Bless the Space Between Us”, Doubleday, Copyright 2008, John O’Donohue

January 17, 2012

Reasons to Love Vitamin C

Filed under: Uncategorized — Heidi @ 12:27 pm

Vitamin C is generally considered to be an important “nutrient,” but its perceived value usually ends there. Only rarely does the public (and the medical profession) glimpse its true potential in the prevention and treatment of disease — and this because, by legal definition (in the US), only FDA-approved drugs can prevent, treat and cure disease.

This does not mean, however, that essential nutrients like Vitamin C cannot in fact prevent and treat disease, i.e. only because it is illegal to speak truthfully about something, doesn’t mean that that something isn’t true.  The National Library of Medicine, in fact, contains thousands of studies demonstrating vitamin C’s ability to significantly improve health, with 220 disease applications documented on the research site GreenMedInfo.com alone.  The best thing ‘we the people’ can do, despite our lack of medical degrees and licensure, and without the FDA’s iron-fisted legal and regulatory apparatus on our side, is to use the peer-reviewed research at our disposal to inform and protect our treatment decisions.

Perhaps we must revisit an important moment in history to regain a sense of how profoundly vitamin C deficiency and vitamin C therapy can affect health. James Lind (1716-1794), pioneer of naval hygiene in the British Royal Navy, conducted the first ever clinical trial proving that citrus fruits cured scurvy. Lind’s discovery saved tens of thousands of seamen from the ravages of scurvy, spurring England’s naval supremacy, putatively changing the course of world history.

If significant historical events like these don’t provide enough evidence to vindicate the efficacy of nutrients like Vitamin C, molecular biology and the science of genetics can help to fill in the gaps.

It is a little known and under-appreciated fact that all humans are born with a serious, life-threatening genetic defect: namely, the inability to manufacture Vitamin C.

This defect occurred approximately 63 million years ago, when our haplorrhini (“simple nosed”) primate predecessors lost the gene (Gulnolactone oxidase pseudogene – GULOP), responsible for the manufacture of Vitamin C from glucose.

The ability to synthesize Vitamin C, in fact, has been lost several times in vertebrates, e.g. in guinea pigs, some bats, some fishes, passeriform birds and in primates of the suborder Haplorrhini, which includes monkes, apes and humans.

It was Linus Pauling, two time Nobel Laurette, and the world’s foremost vitamin C proponent, who first brought this inborn error of metabolism to popular light. Pauling advocated taking large doses of Vitamin C (up to 10-12 grams a day) in order to offset the deficiencies of our modern diet. He believed that it was our movement away from a vitamin C rich fruit-and-vegetable based diet that explained the modern epidemic of heart disease.

According to this perspective, without adequate Vitamin C we are unable to produce the collagen necessary to heal our arteries. The Vitamin C starved body compensates for this by increasing the production of a very small and sticky type of cholesterol known as lipoprotein A, which leads to the formation of atheromatous plaque (clogged arteries). Linus Pauling advocated taking large amounts of vitamin C in combination with the amino acid lysine to reverse the damage done to the arteries, and to prevent recurrence.*

Indeed, a study published in 2008 showed that higher plasma vitamin C levels are associated with a significantly reduced risk of stroke. Scientists from the clinical gerontology unit at Addnbrooke’s University Hospital in Cambridge, UK, tracked 20,649 men and women aged 40 to 79 years, between 1993 and 1997. The group was followed through March 2005. Individuals who had the highest vitamin C levels showed a 42% reduction in stroke risk! If you compare this with Plavix’s 8.7 – 9.4% risk reduction, and the profound side effects drugs like these generate, one begins to understand why the media projection of “vitamins are toxic” propaganda serves only the interests of the drug companies.


Before one goes out and buys a bargain bottle of Vitamin C tablets, one should be advised that ascorbic acid is not exactly the same thing as Vitamin C. Ascorbic acid is found within the Vitamin C complex as it exists in food, but is only one of a number of inseparable cofactors, such as rutin, bioflavonoids (vitamin p), factor k, factor j, factor p, ascorbinogen, protein chaperones, and various enzymes like tyrosinase, which together in their entirety constitute the whole food complex.

Ascorbic acid is also 10 times more acidic than the naturally buffered Vitamin C found in raw food, and will on occasions lead to stomach upset, calcium loss from the bones, and kidney stones, in susceptible individuals. Traditionally ascorbic acid is produced semi-synthetically from corn or rice starch through a heavily chemical dependent process. Ascorbic acid can be considered no more natural than white flour, and yet despite this fact, has very little toxicity relative to pharmaceuticals, and can be used in much higher doses than the FDA’s Recommended Daily Allowance without adverse side effects.

The difference between ascorbic acid and Vitamin C in whole food form was perfectly clear to Szent-Gyorgi who received a Nobel Prize in 1937 for discovering Vitamin C. Even though Szent-Gyorgi received international recognition for identifying ascorbic acid as Vitamin C, his later research lead him to conclude that ascorbic acid had very little anti-scurvy activity in and of itself. Szent-Gyorgi found that the vitamin C found in organ meats and food sources like paprika, where the aforementioned cofactors are intact, were far superior in combating scurvy. We would be well served to acknowledge that all raw fruits and vegetables contain a “life force” that can not be fully decomposed or reduced to the chemical skeleton within which the life force of “vitamin activity” works, no more than our life/soul can be reduced to the $10 or so worth of chemical building blocks that our body is composed of. Fortunately there are vitamin manufacturers out there who acknowledge this fact, and produce raw whole food concentrates rich in vitamin activity. When eating raw, organic fruits and vegetables is not an option, or when higher levels are needed, these supplements offer authentic therapeutic activity.

The history of vitamin C illustrates just how profoundly important it is for us to get these vital nutrients known as “vitamins,” and that they are best derived from food. If we choose to overlook the importance of vitamins in maintaining health, and yes, even preventing and reversing disease, we will be forced to accept a pharmaceutically driven medical perspective that believes that health is the absence of symptoms, and that symptoms are to be combated or driven back deep into our bodies with sublethal dosages of toxic chemicals, i.e. drugs. Such as perspective on disease is itself so diseased that there is no escaping the ill health that results from it. We must remember that there has never been a disease that has been caused by a lack of a drug…..therefore, why would it ever be considered sound medical practice to treat disease with drugs, as a first line of treatment?

*If Linus Pauling and other Vitamin C researchers are correct and a deficiency of Vitamin C causes the breakdown of collagen in the artery, aspirin therapy, which causes Vitamin C deficiency, would not be considered a safe way to reduce cardiac mortality. To the contrary, it would further destabilize the strength and elasticity of the artery leading to hemorrhage, which is the primary deadly side effect of aspirin therapy.

January 13, 2012

Brain Injury – Surviving Jail

Filed under: Uncategorized — Heidi @ 1:30 pm

Brain Injury – Surviving Jail

-   Heidi Lerner,

Gray Matters Survivor Outreach

Being arrested and held in custody can be a nerve-wracking experience for anyone; it can be dangerous for a survivor of a brain injury. In this article, Albert Finklestein will be used as an example.  He was recently mistakenly arrested, is fired up and he had much to say regarding the topic at the Gray Matters Brain Injury Support Group.

Finkelstein says “You are arrested and are being punished as you are guilty.  You are confined in an uncomfortable setting (i.e. no food or water, uncomfortable temperature in the room).  They take away medications (*** this is a scary risk factor and can even be life-threatening!). There is no communication and you are perceived as dangerous.   Interactions can lead to confrontation, even violence.  This can lead to further mistaken incarceration, even further strokes!” Risks for any person brought in custody become magnified for a person with a brain injury; it is unsettling for anyone, it is extremely bewildering for brain injury survivors to be held in custody.

“Brain injury survivors are more sensitized to perceived threats to themselves. This can affect their behavior, then police see their behavior and see them as a threat.  This can somersault and create more and more chaos.  This is due to a lack of understanding in the police department about a brain injury survivors’s experience.  They have no reference points in order to understand a person with brain injury’s personal experience.

There are said to be psychological resources within the police department or in the jails.  Though according to Albert, they are lacking and not available when the need arises.  Because the psychological resources are not available, police officers should have a minimal level of understanding of brain injury survivors sensitivities and needs.   They should recognize the dynamics of a person’s situation in jail, for a person with brain injury.  There should be a sensitivity training or additional psychological resources available.

Albert said that he didn’t see any accommodations in the jail for people with disabilities.  He thinks that there is a need for jail settings to be inspected to assure they are keeping up with ADA standards.  A bare minimal raising of awareness needs to occur, so procedures can be modified.  People with brain injuries and all people with disabilities need a standard of care.  Under the present conditions, a person can die.  We are trying to avoid that.

January 10, 2012

What are some special design features that would make apartments more user-friendly for tenants with TBIs?

Filed under: Uncategorized — Heidi @ 12:05 pm

BI-IFEA (Brain injury-Ideas for Education & Advocacy

Madelaine Sayko

1. Many folks have visual issues so they like strong direct lighting BUT they also need to be able to have dark and control visual stimulation so dimmers, good windows with blinds (not just shades)
2. Organization is always an issue – many people like to visually see things but don’t want a mess – so built in cubby’s, walk in closet with lighting, walls with corkboard for pinning up messages or reminder notes
3. Balance is also an issue and can be a problem in bathrooms – grab bars in tubs and by toilets, sinks where a person can bend over and wash their face without bonking their head on anything
4. Easy accessible cabinets in the kitchen
5. Rooms do not have to be huge, sometimes a more manageable space is easier
6. Rugs can be good and bad – easy for pain from spinal injury but might cause more balance problems but avoid slippery floor materials
7. Lots of easy to reach outlets
8. Smoke alarms – everywhere
9. Larger print on dials and controls for ovens and microwaves
10. Railings on all steps inside and out
11. Sound proofing in walls/windows – noise can be very disturbing

January 4, 2012

Scholarship Opportunities…

Filed under: Uncategorized — Heidi @ 11:41 pm


A new grant-fed George Washington University, Brain Injury – Special Ed Masters Program…

This is a fantastic opportunity!!!  This is the Masters program that I went through under a new grant. Turns out that a woman that I studied with is now the Director of the program. It is exciting, because she is making it BRAIN INJURY FRIENDLY in a way that this program has never seen!!!   Of course it involves Masters level academics.  This program is open to survivors who are up for the challenge and anyone with the desire and will to work with children and adolescents with brain injuries.

There are two programs offered, a Masters and a Certificate (this is used to supplement another degree & give a specialty in brain injury). The certificate program can be obtained through distance learning (i.e. over the computer). The Certificate program is not grant-funded.   This new Masters program is a scholarship program (pays 75%) and it is not distance learning. In other words, you’d have to move to the DC area, but they can be flexible. If you want to start the Masters program, you can begin taking classes online and that will give you a semester to move to D.C.

I am working with Theresa (the Director) in starting a Service Learning or coaching program. This will give the students personal experience in interacting with brain injury survivors. In this way, professionals will come out of the program at least having a clue about what it is like to conscientiously interact with people with brain injury with a therapeutic tone.

Theresa Sacchi Armstrong, MA

Research Associate, Graduate School of Education and Human Development,

The George Washington University

tjsacchi@gwmail.gwu.edu,

(202)994-7306

A Master’s Degree Program with Teacher Licensure, Building Schools’ Capacity to Serve Students with Brain Injuries:For more information:     www.gsehd.gwu.edu/abi

Application :    http://www.gwu.edu/apply/

Brain Injury Certificate Program:    http://gsehd.gwu.edu/programs/brain/certificate