My regards to all of you. I am sorry, I have been so involved with myself, that I haven’t given time to communicating. I am persuing work in the field of helping people with disabilities access independence.
For me, my functionality is best accessed if I see to it that I am feeling good. So, for example, I Swing dance and if I see to it that that aspect of myself is taken care of, I am that much more able to do what I need to do in the world (i.e. care for others). Doesn’t that make sense?
I am looking to take my services to a higher level than before (that will take more focus). I am not saying that I need to swamp myself with pleasures, so that I can help others… It does take a balance of caring some for yourself, though. I am going through a churning wheel of self-worth. It is not to be distinguished by outcome, but my own internal judge. Lord help me to not get excessively critical or lavish.
I am trying to unfreeze my telephone line to the outside world. I don’t like to just babble. THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE DOING THAT, ALREADY!!! The world would be a more peaceful place if so many would just shut up! I want to feel that I at least have something to say, to occupy your time and energy in reading. I will pull it out of me to share a poet’s glimpses of the world.
May peace surround you and contentment encompass you.
Ruminate on that!